yeah, nah, that's all
- Listening to: not falling - mudvayne
- Reading: hush hush
- Watching: the keyboard... well it lights up
- Playing: try not to bite ones fingers off
- Eating: no-doz
- Drinking: tes
Newy Newbie Newbry Newty...Yeah, well, you try think of an interesting title on a hot day like this!
I've managed to add two new poems to my lovely little gallery: 1) Reality Is Just a Dream
2) And I Dream
Oh for the love of [insert bad language here]
People go read them please and maybe even suggest better titles for them... anything other than the fact that they both have something to do with dreams.... I DONT LIKE THIS HEAT!!! actually i lie, i do like it cuz it means that i can go swimming...BUT ITS SO HOT, I CANT THINK PROPERLY... HELP ME THINK OF BETTER TITLES AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND...
never mind the men in the white suits are here, woohoooooo, padded room here i come!
I'm Alive... JustHello there people of this slightly insane world!
I am back and cleaning out my Deviations.
1) Because some of them are pissing me off
2) Becase the ones that are pissing me off are taking up valuable room
3) Because it was my new years resolution to clean up all the shit in my life... ( actually it was to find a job and to get my own place)
So... This is what it's going to be like this new year...
Your actually going to get actual comment from me and not just sissy little things like "that was awesome gee i wish i could write like that" cuz honestly half the time i'm bullshiting.
If i think somethings crap i'm gonna tell you its crap, but you dont have to listen to what i say, cuz its probably just me and my other seven personalities, josh, blob, nitwit, clockwork, hamish, rain and borris... My god i'm an idiot...
I'm going to atempt to actually put more effort into my writing instead of just sitting there for five minutes and seeing what comes out... Nah fuck that, five minute poems
Dreamersthis is just a mall part od a story of mine that i am creating.
Some people tell me that there is a time and a place for everything and others tell me that its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. Personally though i think that all of that is just a bunch of crap.
I've never done anything at a specific time. I've laughed at funerals, i've cried at my birthday and i've gone swimming in the middle of winter. I've also never loved. To me its safer that way. If i never love then i never have to get hurt. I'm cold, frozen. I cant get too close to people otherwise i know that my heart will break or i'll go mad.
One day i plan to join the army. I want to go to war. To fight and to kill off the enemy. I plan to be the kings right hand man and to be feared by all. What better future is there for someone who laughs at inappropriate times and plans never to love another human soul?
My mother told me the night before she died that nothing turns out the way you plan for it
bugsi dont like them... well some of them i do, the cute ones anyway... even some of the ugly ones... except cockraoches cant stand them... though, if i had to be any bug in the world i would have to be a cochroach... there was a point to this, though what it was i cant really remember... oh yeah, i had a bug fly into my mouth earlier today, im not really all that sure how it managed to do it, since i was sleeping in my bed at the time, next thing you know im gagging cuz some stupid little tiny thing that can fly desided to have a very early death...
I Wish...I wish i could stop smoking
I wish i could be a better mother
I wish that everything will work out fine for everyone
I wish i could give good advice when its needed
I wish i didnt cry at the smallest of things
I wish i was a better friend to certain people
I wish i hadnt dropped out in the middle of year twelve
I wish i could find my own place to live
I wish i could finish one of my stories and get it published
I wish someone will come along and love me for who i am and wont knock me up two months into the relationship
I wish i wasnt so dependant on everyone around me
two people would come back into my life so i could tell them how sorry i am and how much they really mean to me
I wish that i could make soemthing big of myself
I wish that all of my wishes should come true
hahwell on the weekend i got two things i swore to myself i would never get.
one: a nose piercing
two: a tattoo
Devious Journal Entryboy it feels like ages since i was last here... some time soon im going to be adding a whole fuckload (scuse the language) of poem and short stories that i have been doing lately... just not today, too many to even contemplate begining today.
anyway, my babies doing well. hes so cute, hes begun to smile a whole lot more now and he has the most cheekeist smile i have ever seen on a baby.
well i have to toodle off now and head down the street to do what mums do when they dont have their kids ( go to maets, make a hairdresser appointment, classes, blah bl;ah blah and get drunk with mates, lol)
I'm A MummyOn the 29th of May 2006 I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy by the name of Aiden Daniel Blake-Butcher. he wieghed 9.9 pounds ( OUCHIE!). hes just over two weeks old now and hes thriving and fucking heavy to pick up.
May not be on here as much as what i used to be, but of course i have a very good reason. I'll put up a photo of him sometime soonish. Hes a very cute little baby.
OUT!I'm three days overdue.
I want this baby out now.
I love bubs, course I do.
But not when it wants to stay in me.
I WANT BABY OUT NOW!
NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW
If bubs isnt out by the 42nd week and right now im in my 41st week, they will have to induce me.
JUNE 2,000 points GIVE-AWAY! Hello my friends! I know you were waiting for another chance!
There will be 2 winners in total:
Here come the rules! :
1- Make a NEW journal featuring this one with the title "2,000 points Give Away by SeviYummy"
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Patreon Rewards Archive I'm currently making a living out from my patreon by sharing my PSD, video, tutorial and other resources for a bi-weekly donated if you are interested in supporting me and helping me produce more content while getting special perks, please check my Patreon!
I'll be archiving all term rewards here to make it easier for my future patrons to look through : )
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Artist Yoga and Fanime!
I was up past midnight doing "Artist Yoga", aka frantically organizing prints for Fanime (at the San Jose Convention Center)
I'll be in the Artist Alley at table 1603 from May 27th -30th doing more "Artist Yoga" and bending backwards trying to grab all the prints lol. Come by and w̶a̶t̶c̶h̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶ ̶p̶a̶i̶n̶ say hi!
(That's my 100 gallon aquaponics system in the background and a giant origami fish on the wall named Fat Louie...)
Pandora's Lesson Zero
Now in 3-D, for all your nightmare inducing needs! Lovingly rendered by artist :iconNorbert-N-S:, or Meowraa on tumblr. Original source here: http://meowraa.tumblr.com/
The 'FNAF Sister Location' Anti-Hate RantOK, so everyone should have seen Scott's new teaser by now.
I was not going to write about this originally (so forgive me for rushing this journal), since I figured that literally everyone knows about the news by now, but the way people are announcing it and reacting to it disturbs me. I thought we were better than this, but I guess not.
Literally everywhere I go today, everyone I've seen is spamming memes like and saying that Scott is milking the series and beating a dead horse. Even people who have "left" the FNAF fandom and have decided to pop back in just to put in their discouraging, even hating, opinions. It's so bad, that I feel people are hating JUST because it has become cool to hate, as some kind of herd mentality.
Well guess what? It doesn't matter what anyone thinks! Scott is clearly going to do what Scott is going to do! The amount of hate th
Dragon bust (3D)Hey everyone,
Remember those dragon busts I had you all voting for sometime back? And majority chose the forest dragon?
Well, my friend has rendered it out and here it is (no color) :
Looking good, no? The next step will be to have it printed and cast!
Do let us know what you think!
you can check its (and something else's) progress on our fb here : https://www.facebook.com/MiraArtsSG/
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5k watchers raffle! openi just hit 5000 watchers! it's such a big number. //o//
thank you so much for watching me! i'm really thankful for everything. ;;v;;
so, to celebrate i'm going to host a raffle!
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Updates as of October2009: Missing Halloween's story was created. Discontinued.
2010: Attempted to rework in 3D. Failed. Discontinued.
2013: Revived and started the animation production. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2014: Resumed and held a contest. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2015: Resumed. Missing Halloween didn't miss Halloween!
For the past month, me and Negyek were hard at work, day and night, to finish Missing Halloween. Later on, Procrastacat and VenBright were hired to give various voices for the ending scene. All of these are, of course, paid jobs, thanks to my Patreon supporters.
By November 29, the animation is officially done. All 8+ minutes of it.