Yeah, well, you try think of an interesting title on a hot day like this!


I've managed to add two new poems to my lovely little gallery: 1) Reality Is Just a Dream
2) And I Dream

Oh for the love of [insert bad language here]

People go read them please and maybe even suggest better titles for them... anything other than the fact that they both have something to do with dreams.... I DONT LIKE THIS HEAT!!! actually i lie, i do like it cuz it means that i can go swimming...BUT ITS SO HOT, I CANT THINK PROPERLY... HELP ME THINK OF BETTER TITLES AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND...

never mind the men in the white suits are here, woohoooooo, padded room here i come!

Hello there people of this slightly insane world!
I am back and cleaning out my Deviations.
1) Because some of them are pissing me off
2) Becase the ones that are pissing me off are taking up valuable room
3) Because it was my new years resolution to clean up all the shit in my life... ( actually it was to find a job and to get my own place)

So... This is what it's going to be like this new year...

Your actually going to get actual comment from me and not just sissy little things like "that was awesome gee i wish i could write like that" cuz honestly half the time i'm bullshiting.

If i think somethings crap i'm gonna tell you its crap, but you dont have to listen to what i say, cuz its probably just me and my other seven personalities, josh, blob, nitwit, clockwork, hamish, rain and borris... My god i'm an idiot...

I'm going to atempt to actually put more effort into my writing instead of just sitting there for five minutes and seeing what comes out... Nah fuck that, five minute poems are my best ones...

No More Drawings!

Maybe Afew Photos... Of People But Me

Thats All For Now Folks

Keep On Smiling and Being Happy and All That... Don't Do Anthing I Wouldn't Do...

this is just a mall part od a story of mine that i am creating.

Some people tell me that there is a time and a place for everything and others tell me that its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. Personally though i think that all of that is just a bunch of crap.
I've never done anything at a specific time. I've laughed at funerals, i've cried at my birthday and i've gone swimming in the middle of winter. I've also never loved. To me its safer that way. If i never love then i never have to get hurt. I'm cold, frozen. I cant get too close to people otherwise i know that my heart will break or i'll go mad.
One day i plan to join the army. I want to go to war. To fight and to kill off the enemy. I plan to be the kings right hand man and to be feared by all. What better future is there for someone who laughs at inappropriate times and plans never to love another human soul?
My mother told me the night before she died that nothing turns out the way you plan for it to happen. She told me to just wait for everything to come to me and to just let the wind take me where it will. She made me promise to do this, but I cant. I cant just sit still all the time. I need to do something. I need to go out into the world and to explore life, join my army, to smell the strong stench of fear emulating from my enemies.
This is what i plan to do the day after tomorrow. My father will travel with me as far as the borderline of our little world to the great lands beyond that.
I've planned all this and i will make my dreams come true one way or another.

i dont like them... well some of them i do, the cute ones anyway... even some of the ugly ones... except cockraoches cant stand them... though, if i had to be any bug in the world i would have to be a cochroach... there was a point to this, though what it was i cant really remember... oh yeah, i had a bug fly into my mouth earlier today, im not really all that sure how it managed to do it, since i was sleeping in my bed at the time, next thing you know im gagging cuz some stupid little tiny thing that can fly desided to have a very early death...

well bye

I wish i could stop smoking
I wish i could be a better mother
I wish that everything will work out fine for everyone
I wish i could give good advice when its needed
I wish i didnt cry at the smallest of things
I wish i was a better friend to certain people
I wish i hadnt dropped out in the middle of year twelve
I wish i could find my own place to live
I wish i could finish one of my stories and get it published
I wish someone will come along and love me for who i am and wont knock me up two months into the relationship
I wish i wasnt so dependant on everyone around me
two people would come back into my life so i could tell them how sorry i am and how much they really mean to me
I wish that i could make soemthing big of myself
I wish that all of my wishes should come true